my bad.

i am not PERFECT !

i am such an EGOISTIC brat !

i am a pretty JEALOUS bitch !

i am trying hard NOT to be one.

it's not easy.

='(

the holiday.

nothing. just full of tears. thank u much.

oh yeah?

people say absence makes the heart grows fonder.

oh yeah?

why do i feel mostly like hell?

but

miss & love...

very much.

♥

today mood: very unhappy.

1 of thousand dislikes.

i DISLIKE seeing a doctor.

i DISLIKE the smells in the clinic/hospital.

i DISLIKE injections.

i DISLIKE liquid prescriptions.

i DISLIKE receiving bad news.

 

Scary~~

pressie?

i am having trouble finding a birthday gift for my ♥ love.

no idea.

no idea.

no idea.

idea is there but of thing he already owned & i already gave a few times.

no aite.

dear,

please let me know what do you want for your birthday?

i will try my best to get it for you.

=)

mothers' talk.

tadi i dengar mama borak2 dgn kawan die dalam kereta. they were talking about pregnancy, abortion, doctors & etc. the subjects are interesting. mama cakap "anak yg paling senang dilahirkan, anak itu lah yg boleh ditumpang kelak". ibu-ibu itu juga mengatakan bahawa mereka pernah mengalami keguguran. mereka cakap gugur tu sakitnya umpama melahirkan anak...tetapi lagi menyedihkan sebab kesakitan yg maha perit itu tidak berbaloi sebab akhirnya x nampak ape2. if melahirkan anak, at least kite sakit2 tu kite nampak lah baby tu eventually kan. then mama cakap dulu masa doctor mentioned to her yg ade two heartbeats dlm perot mama during sonogram tu, mama takot...takot sebab masa lahirkan seorang anak pun dah indescribable sakitnya, inikan dua orang sekali gus!!! hehe. pelikkan kuasa Allah, walaupun sakitnya melahirkan anak ini ibarat nyawa di hujung pedang, & jikalau mati ketika hendak melahirkan anak itu adalah mati syahid, ibu-ibu ini akan berkata "dah lah lepas ni x nak dah beranak lagi...satu ni pun cukup lah...x tahan.." tapi mereka tetap melahirkan anak-anak seterusnya. ibu -ibu cakap kuasa Tuhan, menyebabkan mereka lupa akan kesakitan yg amat itu. gee. i can not imagine how painful it is. i can not imagine further with two babies inside!!! mama cakap i ngan uwien, my twin, adalah yg paling senang die lahirkan. x perlu tunggu lama da bedebusshhh!!! hahaha. amazingkan??! =) 

Single baby

Twin babies (like me!)

i ♥ baby. cute ones! =)

krabi.

nothing better to do today, i surveyed on the AirAsia website. i found this quite amazing deal to Krabi (i had once found more amazing than this). sayang, jom pergi?! would you want this as your birthday present? =P i even surveyed on the accommodation there & made one phone call (berlambak gile b*** bill aku this month call UK lagi).

this is the hotel i'm interested with...

pretty room right? =)

erm erm erm...i would really love love love to GO!!! but but but i checked my phone unbilled amount just now, such a HUGE numbers!!! waaaaaaaaaaa!!! tsk tsk tsk...

jimmy's wedding.

i went to jimmy's wedding, a friend of my brother, Farish, & a son of my parent's friend. basically, he is our family friend. it was a very pretty wedding, simple but pretty. pretty fun too. i met many of my friends from Convent & a few others. nothing else to mention kot. my head is very heavy and aching!!!

nothing...

seems right, without you.

above all those fights, i really am missing u badly.

-n-

for yesterday...

it has always been said that...

"You have to respect people for people to respect you."

i could not agree more.

especially to the close ones.

bad mood.

Today started unfavorably. I am very sensitive when I got scolded by papa. Parents. Are they always right? I love my parents, but I don’t think they are always right.

I love u. Jgn marah please. Sigh...

1st Post !

Okay. 

SUHAIDA SHUKOR asks me to be involved in this!!!

Though, i guess it is a great idea to fill my leisure time this holiday.

;)

Dear Su, happy now??? 

Hehe.