what if...

i don't know why. i just love this theory of "what if". some people may think it is not a good idea. somehow, i do look at it positively. i believe this theory applies widely throughout the world. cause i came across this theory in my recent exam paper, Engineers in Society too. they claimed to include "what if scenarios" when planning for a project. most of the time i used to think of things i have not done or i turn back on. i used to think what if i didn't sign up to be an engineer and took up engineering programme? what if i had chosen to do medicine instead of what i do now? what if i followed my original plan to study in Aussie? back to back. i am glad with what i chose, although it was a tough decision for me a few years ago. it never cross my mind to be involved in engineering field. seriously. never. people who knew me back then, i am sure they aware how sucks my physics. i never got an A for physics in school. i hated physics. i remembered my teacher was marking my physics paper right in front of me (i was sitting in front of teacher's table)...he said with laughing "senangnye nak tanda paper kamu zareina..kosong je" hahaha. it was funny to me. but now i can say that i would regret not to choose engineering field as my future career. hehe. x kenal maka x cinta kan? ;p there are too many of what if(s) to think of...what if i had not known that bitch? my life may be at peace, probably. for which, i am at peace now. =) whatever. what if i had not chosen to be with my dearest at the 1st place? couldn't i be happier than now? people, don't take it negatively. it is just a random thought. like what if i had not known u guys? what if i was not doing my internship with PETRONAS before? as for now, what if that i could think that is essential to me is..what if i am not hired by PETRONAS?! what if .. what if.. what if..! oh please don't be that way! simpang malaikat 44. hehe. may Allah bless me! amin. eh. furthermore...i found that there will be a movie titled "What If.." this coming August 20. haha! weird.